New Year, New Start

I think I'm going to start using this blog again.... This blog reflects my history and my experience. I think it is time to stop running away from that history and experience....and the feelings of failure it evokes.

The Lord is reminding me that I need to commit my ways to Him. I need to surrender. I need prioritize HIM in my life. To be brutally honest I have spent very little of my time, energy or focus on time with the Lord or on His purposes over the past year or more. It's been an empty and hollow kind of year, with a longing to go back and be close to Papa once again....but feeling pulled in so many directions I don't even get on the path. It's not that I've lost faith or that I've stopped reading the Bible or fellowshipping or praying.... It's just not been my #1 priority. I've just been flailing around in surviving-life kind of mode.

So, this year I want to commit my ways to the Lord and return to a place of spiritual and also physical health.